empty chairs

one word... nakakarelate...

There were moments
That I wanted you around
Moments I wanted you
To pick me off the ground
Was this something I said
I did or did not do
A detail left out
Of the list of me being with you

Do you know 'coz I don't understand
Can you tell me 'coz I can't comprehend

Always thought that you were on my side
Now you're walking away
Walking away
Leaving me behind

All I see are empty chairs I have to fill
Makes me think about all what you said
What lies ahead
Am I capable of living my life still
Now that you're not by my side
And I remembered
That was your empty chair to fill

Here I am
With my final role to play
Left to finish what we
Started on that fateful day
There I was your girl
Your star your best friend
Now empty handed
Are you telling me
This is how the story ends

Do you know 'coz I don't understand
Can you tell me 'coz I can't comprehend

Always thought that you were on my side
Now you're walking away
Walking away
Leaving me behind

Now all I see are empty chairs I have to fill
Makes me think about all what you said
What lies ahead
Am I capable of living my life still
Now that you're not by my side
And I remembered
That was your empty chair to fill

I'm telling you things
You shouldn't known right from the start
When all I ever asked of you
Was to be there
I could've swallowed all my pride
For all I care
But you kept taking more that I could give
So go ahead walk out the door

Now all I see are empty chairs I have to fill
Makes me think twice about
All what you said what lies ahead
I know I'm capable of living my life still
Even when you're not by my side
'Coz in my life
You've got no empty chair to fill

pampaputi...

Kung mamalasin ka nga naman. Sa hindi inaasahang pagkakataon nasira ang aking telepono. Ipinagawa ko at nakapag-bayad tuloy ako ng tumataginting isang libong piso upang ireset, restart, reset, restart, reset lang ang telepono ko. Sa kadulo-duluhan, napag-alaman ko na kailangan ko nang talikuran ang matagal ko nang ginagamit na globe simcard at palitan ng kalaban nito na smart. Nang isang bes na nag-paload ako sa tindahan, nagulat ako sa mga eksenang nangyari…

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ewan ko...

Masyado kong stressed na hindi naman ako stressed. Masyado akong deprived na hindi naman ako deprived. Pakiramdam ko lahat ng problema na sa akin na pero wala naman. Mukha lang akong masaya pero hindi pa rin. Ang labo. Alam kong may kulang pero hindi ko malaman kung ano ang nawawala. Pumapasok lang ako sa trabaho upang manatili akong “may trabaho.” Kahit anung pilit ko na alisin sa utak ko ang kawlan ng hustisya sa mundong ginagalawan ko, pilit pa rin itong bumabalik at pinapalasap sa akin ang kawalan ng pagkakapantay-pantay sa buhay. Hindi ko na alam kung ano ang tama. Hindi ko alam kung mayroon pa bang tama. Ayoko na... Tapusin na natin 'to.